by seshat1


I just recently created this journal, because I felt like I needed an outlet of some sort.

I am a 23-year-old virgin. I have had numerous opportunities to have sex, but I chose not to have sex. One of the reasons for this is because I was raised in a pretty strict Christian household and was taught that you should wait until marriage to have sex. However, lately I have been questioning this and have come to the realization that I really would like to experiment with sex.

I have always been a very sexual person. I masturbated from a very young age, even before I realized what it was. I would take a pillow or stuffed animal and grind up against it. I loved the feeling it gave me. Mom would catch me and tell me to stop doing that, so I'd do it in private. As I got older I started to realize what I was doing. I began probing deeper and deeper with my fingers and began having awesome orgasms.

I then moved on to using hairbrushes to get off. Imagining that a really stiff cock was being thrust inside me gave me pleasure like I had never experienced. The shower head with adjustable settings has become like a best friend.

But, I have never had sex. I actually have never done anything sexual with another person besides making out. I lie to my friends and tell them that I have jerked guys off and had oral sex, but that is just because I am embarrassed at my inexperience. I am going to remain a virgin until I find someone who is going to be patient with me and will teach me things as well as be open-minded.

I really will be open to try anything, even with another woman. The female body really makes me hot, but I know I am not a lesbian. I just appreciate beauty. I would totally be open to a threesome, in fact, I fantasize about that often. I also get off by making a man wildly horny. I think knowing that you have made a man really hard and that he wants you is absolutely the best. Anonymity is really hot too.

Perhaps my biggest fantasy is to be tied up while my man licks every part of my body, getting me totally excited, before fucking me good and hard. I want to find someone I can trust in that way.

So that's a little bit about me. More later.
by seshat1

going nuts

I've been so fucking horny today. I just want to be fucked good and hard. Where are all of those guys I hear about who want to fuck virgins? I just can't stop masturbating, I need a nice hard cock NOW.
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